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(fish narc)
Toxic
Damn it made me less than it had costed
Pleasure for the sane I know its shocking
GBC, yeah I'm dumb as fuck
Could turn the speaker up
I still give a fuck like
(Cold Hart)
Give a fuck, I could give a fuck less
So turn me up, don't try to tear me down
So play your role, cause nobody else can
And I don't know why, but I just keep on going in
(fish narc)
I wanna give up
Wanna give up this time
Wanna give up
I wanna give up this time
Wanna give up
Wanna give up this time
(Horse Head)
I'm gonna give up
Yeah I'm gonna give it up this time
I'm at the cemetery waiting in line
I'm overdue I'm just wasting my time, again
I'm gonna give up for now
This feeling never ends
Nothing to live up to now
I hope beating hearts can mend, again
(fish narc)
I wanna give up
Wanna give up this time
Wanna give up
I wanna give up this time
Wanna give up
Wanna give up this time
(Cold Hart)
GBC I'm sick as fuck but at what cost?
Every day stressed as fuck but its beautiful
Too much to take, but its just what it is
(fish narc)
I wanna give up
Wanna give up this time
Wanna give up
I wanna give up this time
Wanna give up
Wanna give up this time
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Dreaming of her control
Breathe it in to my soul
Black and white the tiles with the velvet curtain, golden rope
Told me that you were shy but
I'm curious I just gotta know
Will you hold the lighter to my skin?
Will you take me places I can't access from within?
Part of me could trust you but it's so hard
Ima take these issues to the graveyard
And no one trusts love
Cause we eat who we fuck
And I don't wanna be alone
But I won't let you touch me
Cause everyone knows, everyone knows that it hurts
Yeah everyone knows, everyone knows that it burns
I should
Shouldn't be home now
I should get back to work
Can't get focused
I'm waiting to get hurt
And no one trusts love
Cause we eat who we fuck
And I don't wanna be alone
But I won't let you touch me
And it's hard to sit down
But I knew it was the right thing
Coulda left you out but I found you interesting
But everyone knows, everyone knows that it hurts
Yeah everyone knows, everyone knows that it burns
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Section of me, sexually
All the things I think I could be
My life as a diagram
I can't respect your crown its crooked
Respectfully your shit, I took it
Got a temper short like Snooki
Playing dumb you're just a rookie
Ashamed to say how long it took me
What I need is
Just a slap on the back
Lemme tell you that its sad now
Can I make you see?
I love you all the time
I can't get none of that back now
Sectionally, sexually
Everything I think I could be
My life in a diagram
I can't respect your crown its crooked
Respectfully your shit, I took it
Got a temper short as Snooki
Playing dumb you're just a rookie
17 how long it took me
Gimme 50 if you wanna book me
Dreams stop came around and
Sevens sit on the pavement, by the stars
You can leave at any time just don't go far
1-2-3-4
Lock eyes, front door
Got a small heart
Big soul
Master control
What I need is
A slap on the back
Lemme tell you that it's sad now
Can I make you see?
I love you all the time
I can't get none of that back now
Sectionally, sexually
Everything I think I could be
My life in a diagram
I can't respect your crown its crooked
Respectfully your shit, I took it
Got a temper short like Snooki
Playing dumb you're just a rookie
Ashamed to say how long it took me
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Swerving through traffic I'm speeding
I take from you like I need it
Sorry if I was misleading
Moderate so I can breath again
Swerving through traffic I'm speeding
I take from you like I need it
Sorry if I was misleading
Martyr it so I can breath again
He wanna work, I said no
I'm tired of this, can we go?
Wishing time could go faster or you could bring me back to
Wrong decisions I made,
No secret ways to get paid
The repetitions go faster
When I cry I hear laughter
Same book, different chapter
Don't wanna know what goes after
For every spell that I crafted
To idle labor in action
Don't get caught up in the past
Cause it's all a distraction
I wonder why the fuck I do this
But its always been passion
It's always been passion to me
Swerving through traffic I'm speeding
I take from you like I need it
Sorry if I was misleading
Moderate so I can breath again
Swerving through traffic I'm speeding
I take from you like I need it
Sorry if I was misleading
Martyr it so I can breath again
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Measure me the distance
You might see my wrist slit
Twisted sickness
Came in thru the back, got a bag, bitch, picking
Make you mad you wanna see me bad
But I keep shitting
I feel so old, so old
So old, so old
I feel so old
And I drive fast
But you I won't catch
Cause time ain't on my side
And you could cling to the past,
Smash your foot on the gas
And drive in to the light
And I drive fast
But you I won't catch
Cause time ain't on my side
And you could cling to the past,
Smash your foot on the gas
And drive in to the light
I feel so old, so old
So old, so old
I feel so old
And I drive fast
But you I won't catch
Cause time ain't on my side
And you could cling to the past,
Smash your foot on the gas
And drive in to the light
And I drive fast
But you I won't catch
Cause time ain't on my side
And you could cling to the past,
Smash your foot on the gas
And drive in to the light
I feel so old, so old
So old, so old
I feel so old
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Sister put the mask back on, don't wanna see your face
When I'm out in public I try to cover my shame
And in the end its swirling down (swirling down)
And the signs that mark my body make me (what do they make me?)
I don't know what they make me
Run it back and erase me
They don't know what I'm saying,
They can't understand me
Suck up all my energy
You gave me a bad disease
And it's sad to me
It came on like some nausea, I don't wanna
Fall back in my problems, I just wanna solve em
I smoke marijuana, and forgot em
I tried to get back to you, but the road was blocked up
They they they they don't understand me
Take em back to where I live,
Chained to 2017
And I take take take take from everyone I see
And they don't know when I'm comin so they better watch for me
Didn't nobody watch for me back in 2017
When they called the paramedics why'd nobody look for me?
And it hurt my soul, realized I wasn't shit
Then a feeling in my gut stirred up
It came on like some nausea, I don't wanna
Fall back in my problems, I just wanna solve em
I smoke marijuana, and forgot em
I tried to get back to you, but the road was blocked up
It came on like some nausea, I don't wanna
Fall back in my problems, I just wanna solve em
I smoke marijuana, and forgot em
I tried to get back to you, but the road was blocked up
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(fish narc)
Don't know what to say
My heart filled with rage
All of this misery and pain for what
I'm just saying
Don't know what to say
My heart filled with rage
All of this misery and pain for what
I'm just saying
Don't know what to say
My heart filled with rage
All of this misery and pain for what
I'm just saying
I hate to say it
I been replaced
They took me down they bound my hands at the station
Beloved faces
Turn to strangers
Know how it feels to live surrounded by angels
(8485)
(Hey)
We don't have to do this painfully
There's not much left you couldn't take from me
But if you want to play this game with me
I could pull the fire alarm
I've thrown pity parties like it's my profession
I've clouded the crownings, rained over processions
I've kicked in the door, never got into heaven
(You know)
I've seen it before, there's no alternate ending
(No way)
(fish narc)
Don't know what to say
My heart filled with rage
All of this misery and pain for what
I'm just saying
Don't know what to say
My heart filled with rage
All of this misery and pain for what
I'm just saying
(8485)
(Hey)
We don't have to do this painfully
There's not much left you couldn't take from me
But if you want to play this game with me
I could pull the fire alarm
Don't know what to say
My heart filled with rage
All of this misery and pain for what
I'm just saying
(8485)
I don't wanna talk about it
Don't wanna talk, talk
Don't wanna talk about it
Heart filled with rage, yeah
Don't know what to say, they just spit in our faces
Bitter is the taste of love getting wasted
Don't know what to say, there's no sense in complaining
Bitter are the tastes of tongues stuck in place, yeah
(fish narc)
Don't know what to say
My heart filled with rage
All of this misery and pain for what
I'm just saying
Don't know what to say
My heart filled with rage
All of this misery and pain for what
I'm just saying
(8485)
(Hey)
We don't have to do this painfully
There's not much left you couldn't take from me
But if you want to play this game with me
I could pull the fire alarm
(Hey)
Don't know what to say
My heart filled with rage
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I woke up in pill sweat in a coffin
Drive me to the airport in a Honda
Lead me from the old ways
I took to the new gaze
I want you the right way
But don't got time to stargaze
And recklessly I'm driving in a prius
When that shit ain't even mine but
Boy you could see it
And I fucked up was the last time
I said I would do it
I turned around and fell off
Boy I'm looking stupid
Lead me from the old ways
I took to the new gaze
I want you the right way
But don't got time to stargaze
Turn the pressure on like the key in the starter
Backtrack twice but can't drive under water
I drink like a fish and I know she's tired of it
Driving fast so I get back to you
Give you pleasure with no attitude
Lead me from the old ways
I took to the new gaze
I want you the right way
But don't got time to stargaze
Lead me from the old ways
I took to the new gaze
I want you the right way
But don't got time to stargaze
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See the rainbow after thunderstorm, while it lasts
Release me from expectation
Show me something about me
Tell me all that I see ain't just an illusion
See the rainbow after thunderstorm, while it lasts
Release me from expectation
Show me something about me (show me something)
Tell me all that I see ain't just an illusion (tell me nothing)
I don't wanna be friends
There's no reason to pretend
I can't hear what you're sayin
Reject your good vibration
It's all a hoax
Yeah i thought you knew
Measure me out and look at yourself
Slippery as soap
Partial, I suppose
Some words were meant to burn away
See the rainbow after thunderstorm, while it lasts
Release me from expectation
Show me something about me
Tell me all that I see ain't just an illusion
See the rainbow after thunderstorm, while it lasts
Release me from expectation
Show me something about me (show me something)
Tell me all that I see ain't just an illusion (tell me nothing)
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Traction, traction
I can't get distracted
Finally got some cash
Add it up, no subtraction
Passion, passion
Politics of magic
I do all the work but I only see a fraction
Traction, traction
I can't get distracted
Finally got some cash
Add it up, no subtraction
Passion, passion
Politics of magic
I do all the work but I only see a fraction
The man in the suit came in
He said: it's a shame what happened to your friend
There in that moment, I knew it was over
Cause you can't fool me, no no no
And they swear they'd never sell their soul
But the devil never tell you that he take in pieces
they swear they'd never sell their soul
Next time when i sign i won't even read it
You can't trust anyone
You can't trust anyone
Traction, traction
I can't get distracted
Finally got some cash
Add it up, no subtraction
Passion, passion
Politics of magic
I do all the work but I only see a fraction
Traction, traction
I can't get distracted
Finally got some cash
Add it up, no subtraction
Passion, passion
Politics of magic
I do all the work but I only see a fraction
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Offer it to you
Certain and sad but not untrue
I could be kind in all I do
But instead i'm not
So won't you won't you won't you won't you
Please just tell me I'm not shit
And please turn down the bright lights cause they hurt my eyes
Yeah they're so lit
Turn them down, turn them down
And so please just turn them down
Turn down the bright lights
Tied in but still get trampled
These people share a cancer
I act like I'm immune
But I know I'm not
So won't you won't you won't you won't you
Please just tell me I'm not shit
And please turn down the bright lights cause they hurt my eyes
Yeah they're so lit
Turn them down, turn them down
And so please just turn them down
Turn down the bright lights
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I just wanna decompose
Bury me in the ground and let the mushrooms grow
Give it all back to the soil
Don't have to wonder what I'm made of
Don't have to wonder, you tear me asunder
Under your sun i burn to scabs
A number's a number,
Don't call me your brother
Cause you used to love me more than that
You use to love me more than that
But now its empty
I can't stand
Waiting underneath the moon
For you to come back
Rotten fruit of my flesh
Bury my feet up to my neck
I'd rather be under the soil than burn away
Let mother earth take me in her arms
And don't be scared
Tried to make it back but its too hard
Couldn't make it to you like oh my god
I just wanna decompose
Bury me in the ground and let the mushrooms grow
Give it all back to the soil
Don't have to wonder what I'm made of
Don't have to wonder, you tear me asunder
Under your sun i burn to scabs
A number's a number,
Don't call me your brother
Cause you used to love me more than that
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Run like hell,
And don't stop
Take me from the streets
And go back to your room
If this shit is not a game,
Why's everybody playing?
Now that everyone's zoning out,
And we're still decaying
We're still decaying, fuck are you saying?
Drop to your knees, baby start praying
Wait for that train that's stuck in the station
It's hard to believe they're still hating
But yeah they still hate, they hate all the time
Hate on my mind, hate on my mom
They hate all my friends, fuck em til the end
Don't try to pretend that I didn't mean
To make you like me
Actually I really think I need the cheese
Really think I need to leave
I do it all i try to do it with anxiety and BPD
And I don't wanna make money if it fucks my soul
And I don't wanna go to heaven if i cant smoke weed
And I don't wanna go with you if I can't be myself
So i stay by myself, i don't need nobody else
Run like hell,
And don't stop
Take me from the streets
And go back to your room
If this shit is not a game,
Why's everybody playing?
Now that everyone's zoning out,
And we're still decaying
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